Preface

Dear Friend,

Thank you for taking time to read this article. I have to say that initially, I personally had not felt a call from guidance to do anything. As you may know from the past, I have been called to do something about past natural disasters when guidance prompted it. I suppose I would have to say, that I did not feel a part of this disaster, since it has been made clear who the parties were that had a direct hand in the making of this disaster. Perhaps this is in part, what made me feel separated from this disaster.

In each and everyone of our spiritual training, we all have been taught to be mindfully observant of any amount of energy that we personally may be responsible for feeding polarity or polarized activity into any given situation. This is nothing short of a tall order and a full time job so-to-speak, as we are all doing our best to become ever more proficient at this single task.

At this time in our history, perhaps there may arise unexpected crisis of equal magnitude as the current gulf oil crisis. I find myself leaning toward concepts of rapid fixes to terminate the disaster. But when I look deeper and ask myself; "is this rapid fix just a false hope of a time delay that a Band-Aid has when it is actually glossing over a much bigger problem?"

Suppose the gulf oil situation which so many are banking on to be rapidly fixed having everything return to normal, does not happen and the oil disaster becomes the sign of even bigger problems coming to bear?

In the now moment, what energy am I responsible for feeding to this situation is a question that I find myself asking over and over? ...and what form of energy will I extend if my expectations are not fulfilled? If my expectations are not fulfilled properly, would I then have a right, an entitlement to send polarized energy? …and ultimately, what will that result in the long run? I keep asking these questions and I find them taking my attention to a better place.

As I said, I was not called into action by guidance to the gulf situation. Instead my good friend who is a profoundly good psychic wrote to me on the 3rd of July and asked me to go into meditation and aid the Earth concerning the gulf. On Sunday the 4th of July I went into meditation with the intention of aiding Mother Earth in the gulf and I received a remarkable response from her that had me sit back and look deeply with consciousness into this situation. It was not easy as it required a bit of evolving and maturing for myself and my former perspective on the subject of oil.

I am sharing this article in hopes that it may spark some tiny insight toward an evolution of understanding. One that offers more than the polarized option. If you have already attained a non-polarized option, then thank you and all you are doing to help others.

I hope we can all remain open minded, view all the sources of materials on this subject that attracts our attention and weigh all of them with our inner self and find greater clarity and direction for our personal direction on this subject. We deserve a better outcome than polarizing under a new banner. It is difficult to see suffering and find a suitable non-polarized inner landscape from which to extend life our best effort and intention. I hope we all can provide that for each other.

I hope this helps in some way.

Love to each of you and all you are doing to help.

Ronald Holt

I followed by asking that all possible assistance be given to mitigate the suffering of the innocent. I asked that the necessary lessons be learned and experienced by those that need them, in resourceful yet poignant ways.

As I finished casting this prayer's intention, what followed was a deep feeling of connection to Mother Earth. This was experienced as a feeling of profound reverence.

During this reverence, what arose in my senses was a view on the Gulf oil crisis that had me experiencing resistance. I found myself attempting to negate and reason away what was received.

Since I was in a relatively detached and integrated state, I could see immediately that my ego was denying the information and not wanting to hear or see what was received.

This was a red flag behavior. I said to my reaction, "If everything happening right now is absolutely perfect, what then, could be so objectionable that we will not even look at it?"

With that, I settled back into the reverence connection with mother Earth and requested more information about this topic. The following is a recollection of the conversation this morning with mother Earth as best as I can recall it.

Mother Earth: "You asked for the mitigation of trauma for the innocent and in turn, ways be found to insure that the necessary lessons be learned and experienced by those that need them, in other resourceful ways. Though this may be of noble intention, it is nonetheless inapplicable."

Ron: "Why is that?"

Mother Earth: "Since all things on this planet are consciousness, what then, is the consciousness of oil?"

Ron: "If I look at what forms of consciousness surrounds oil at this time, I can find great examples of greed, control, profiteering without concern or care for the destruction the innocent are forced to experience. Oil then, with all of its chemicals and toxicity, is a reflection of a level of consciousness that is very dense, destructive, and self-serving which is a good metaphor for the toxicity.

When I look at it as a metaphor of consciousness, oil is also a necessary density of consciousness. It operates and lubricates the most steely and cold of mechanized action, which is a direct reflection of selfish action, intentions and consciousness that are of the lowest denomination. Ironically, it is needed in our mechanized world to provide lubrication for the cold unfeeling steel products that serve our intentions, just as low consciousness served us all (as the lubrication of life) when we were in the deepest survival issues and life was very dense.

Mother Earth: "When it is seen in this manner, it is easy and common to look at the circumstances leading up to this catastrophe, and quickly determine to use the facts as "fair bait" for polarized thoughts, beliefs and actions. Viewing the position of time we are in currently as we near the advent of 2012, and with the effects of the spiraling of time on the increase, does it makes sense to use this catastrophic event to polarize at this time?"

Ron: "Absolutely not."

Mother Earth: "At present, the spiraling of time is speeding up to the point where it is acting as a "centrifuge" as you already know quite well.

The centrifuge separates consciousness by density and weight. This realignment is crucial for all of us to align with our integrity before everything returns within us. This means that we must face every facet of our selves and each of our consciousness levels before they align and rest within us.

Since we are all like the holographic prism, the rainbow of consciousness densities are aligning before they return back to the unicity (oneness) from which they originate within each and every one of us.

Some of the first bands of consciousness are the primal ones you described as symbolized by the toxic oil and sludge. Each of us (including myself, the Earth) has an existing conscious component within that sludge layer of consciousness. It cannot be destroyed but must be owned and appreciated for what it is to all of us.

Rather than fighting to destroy or push this toxic, oily sludge away with vehemence, it is time to see clearly this consciousness for what it is and own our part of it.

If we deny our beginnings, our foundation of consciousness, we inevitably deny our entire evolution.

All manifested life participates in all of the densities of consciousness equally, as they are all us.

All densities of consciousness are necessary, and not one thing can be stripped away, or left out. Therefore everything must be owned and recognized. I have held this low and dense level of collective consciousness within me for a long time to aid in the evolution of all beings until such a time when we mature and can look responsibly at all our levels of consciousness and take responsibility for conscious evolution collectively. Now is that time.

It is time for me to bring this oil (and the consciousness it represents) to the surface for us all to look at it holistically. Right now, it is important to embrace the first reactions as they will lead to greater insight and holistic action. I am deeply moved at all the responses for aid and assistance in the most modest to the most profound. It is all helping.

If we own our lowest levels of consciousness, and seek to learn how they have enabled our own evolution, we can begin to end the resistance toward this sludge and begin to value it for what it did for us. In this way, the situation transforms from a scar to a trophy and thereby removes the charge and stigma from it.

When we value all of our parts equally, we end our internal resistance, stigma, and charges that keep us in dynamic reaction. Then, all settles into clarity and unicity (oneness).

The oil and sludge will continue to appear, if not in the Gulf then in other places, until it is recognized and accepted within each of us, where it naturally exists and resides. When it is accepted and owned, a new door opens. Open this new door by taking time to own your own part of it and see it clearly. Seeing clearly is liberation.

This is something each of us can do to do our part, even if we live too far away to give physical aid. You remember the adage, "If you cannot change what you face, you can change how you face it." This is one of those instances where changing our view and reaction will go a long way."

I was shaken a bit when I received this because during this communion with mother Earth, I was exposed to the fact that until this conversation, I had never placed true and deep conscious awareness toward oil, its sludge and destruction, which had me completely humbled.

Ultimately, receiving this message had me rapidly evolve my personal framework of understanding to overview all my personal "evolutionary stages" over the many lifetimes I have embodied here. Then I could begin to understand that each stage of consciousness I journeyed through was similar to being within a prism of consciousness until I was ready to occupy a larger prism of understanding. When I viewed each one of the platonic solids as a metaphor of these consciousness prisms, it became easy to see that each of the platonic solids of consciousness were stages of awareness and understanding. I could then easily see that all of the platonic solids combined -- were actually "us" operating in a more comprehensive consciousness state.

From this overview, I could see that the "tetra stage" we could use as an example of the "primal survival consciousness stage" and hence, very similar to the oil/sludge stage. This way I could see that tetra stage was a necessity and could not be eradicated. Rather, it helped me see the tetra and the oil/sludge stage were actually more of a "benign" stage in consciousness and a very necessary stage although destructive. It made it easier to own my whole, and especially my beginning foundations.

I could now see clearly that although it was a necessary stage, life, ..seeing that it was necessary, had all parts of itself individually go through this destructive stage at one point or another in each of our long history on this planet. I could also see a comprehensive sacrifice was made upon all life to bear the burden of this birthing into matter with primal and destructive consciousness. The oil and sludge is our historical consciousness.

All life then, made a great sacrifice for each of us to journey toward awareness at one time or another in our many births upon this planet. Perhaps in our absent-mindedness we cannot see the continued sacrifice of some of our unintentional destructive decisions and actions has upon life, even now as we think we are somewhat awakened. This had me in deep humility and altered my former judgmental and polarized perception. I see now how much we are loved by all life, as we each bore a portion of this burden for each other. Even through this crisis, creation and Mother Earth with all of her assistants, continue to make such sacrifices to bear our existence (moment by moment) upon manifested reality whilst we strive toward awakened consciousness.

For now, I see and feel that life around me and Mother Earth, are all asking me to see holistically and allow a greater holistic view in the now, and as best as possible, evolve polarity toward a greater perspective with all of what is occurring.

Ronald Holt